I will be conducting a month long test!
So my sister and i were going around the internet as always and we both came across an odd story involving the suicides of many people. People are blaming the song, and as crazy as i am i will be putting the song in a loop for an 30minutes each day.
The ways i will record my observations
- I will draw (usually the one of the many ways I express myself)
- A journal
- My younger brother (in case things get to far)
Due to my past depression there will be flaws, (even though i am past that)
Day 1
A single tear falls for no reason, wiping it away i think nothing of it since it is a natural thing for me. It has the same sounds repeating for a long time... I wonder. The single low note is hurting my ears but i continue on listening. Something in me is telling me to fear the parts the song slows down, but nothing is wrong it is just continous... right? Now i shake in fear everytime it slows down, something is wrong i am never affraid of nothing. I HEAR IT hah not so bad though I thought i vaguely heard a word whie it played. The parts after it make my ears ring, but as soon as i feel like ripping my earphones out the song stops and instantly replays.
This time nothing strange happens at the begginig, in fact i feel happy really happy. I heard something i could have sworn i did not hear in the first time it was like a low growl...My chest is begginig to hurt, it feels like someone is pressing on it, it hurt but not enough to make me end this song. I'm barely begginig! i can't just end this when i'm getting good data! The pain stopped and i started to believe what i experienced was just all in my head, the smile on my face that i had since it satrted since the start of the second loop widens. The noise, i heard it again but this time i heard what i thought i heard during the first loop. It said to "Go inside" go inside? i must have missheard it i will wait on the second loop to hear better. My right ear is beggining to hurt... i wait for the song to replay.
The song goes back to the begginig this will be the last loop before i end it for today. I am begginig to shake so much i can barelly type; the shaking i begginig to make the back of my neck hurt. I try to stop the shaking so the pain can stop but i can't seem to take controll of my body, I begin to feel cold so i reach for my heavy blanket that i was using earlier this morning, i can't seem to warm myself.I am beggining to forget why i am listening to this... THAT PART I HEARD IT IT DID NOT SAY GO INSIDE! i think i heard it say "sue's inside" I feel like that isn't what it's saying but the pain in my ears are beggining to hurt my head is aching and i can't move my feet... suddenly everything quiets down and all the pain i felt before was gone as if it never happened.
This is for a story i am writing please tell me if it is a good idea to continue it... oh and this is a form of diary so i will not describe her too well